i dont understand my self..

I dont know apa ku rasa today
all i know im tired,confuse,afraid of pain..
entah eh its like mix feelings laa
whole day i try to figure it out apa..
but sampai now i dont know
ada jua rasa nya kan be alone
i wish i know apa and i can fix it
sighs..
mybe about her kali (u guys shud know who im talking about)
i want her to know that i like her
aku takut im too late
aku takut sudah ia tau aku suka ia and ia avoid aku
what if ia inda suka aku?
aku takut jua apa ku buat untuk ia semua useless
since she talk about her self im started suka ia more
aku bagitau problem ku pun ia paham and support aku
and this heart cant stop mau kan ia saja
i never felt this way befor
selalunya kalau aku suka urang pun mcm suka catu-catu saja
but ani mcm aku serious and deeply mau banar
entah eh
sighs
stupid me
i dont understand my self..

Zeem